Saturday, August 8, 2009

I Had It

I had it all figured out.
It may have taken a while,
But I had it, I had it.
Its gone now.
The urge I had to seek and learn.....
its gone, dissipated.
I thought I felt that love,
I thought I was all for it.
Then I left my new surroundings...
I came back to old ones.
Ones that never did any good for me.
What can man do for me?
He can do nothing, he has nothing.
But me...oh I had something.
Something extraordinary, amazing....
new and improved.
It was just....love....
From someone special,
from someone who cares.
And now, as I sit here writing,
I'm doubting I ever had it.
I'm doubting that was ever me.
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2 comments:

  1. seek truth dailyAugust 10, 2009 at 9:59 PM

    Pay attention, Arise my sister in truth
    You are a chosen one
    It is a lie that surrounds you that says you can't do it, you can't stick it out. The truth is you can do anything put before you through Christ. He is love. He is my cure. I am alive and awake. I see. You can see to. Make bright your eyes, the skies are not foggy and it is a new day.
    "One night the Master spoke to Paul in a dream; " Keep it up and don't let anyone intimidate or silence you. No matter what happens I am with you and no one is going to be able to hurt you. You have no idea how many people I have on my side in this city. That was all he needed to stick it out, he stayed another year and a half faithfully teaching the words of God to the Corinthians. "

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  2. DrushahAugust 10, 2009 at 10:07 PM

    perhaps you feel as i have many times. that it is simply too late. the worker though who comes at the end of the day gets the same as the worker who arrives early in the morning.

    it is never to late. your Father sees you, knows you, loves you, and is with you always. but its more than that. its deeper. its tasty. and its here now, and all you have to do is say hello Father, ive missed you, be with me.

    oh its been so intense mary. we have so much to share. the Holy Spirit is coming. make way.

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